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2009-12-11T12:05:00.000+08:00

At times when I'm doing this.....
It for his entertainment to laugh @ my sillyness.

Right...
Have been a month since i last update...
so many thing to do and so little time to update...
Lyfe have been good....
Likewise the same everyday routine only a little bit busy...

To all i want to update is putting teddy photo that prove him How he grow bigger And Fatter...
Seee..... Eat & eat & eat.... none stop....

Even when food is not enough....
chilli sause is also finished...

WAIT!!!!!!!!!! THIs is my blog... Why mus write about him???
I suppose to write about myself...
My crazyness....
HEre we go....

Ok again... I have the reason to do this....
FOR THE SAKE OF entertainment... AGAin...
ya ya...
i know.. It's foolish...
Show a crazy side of me... I know...

But still i have the sweetest side of myself...

Chrismast coming... so as Prestsiee too...
Going to Spend my Lovely holidays With him....
Tomorrow... watching movies then buying some bear with straps @ daiso if we manage to find..
and plus i'm going to make it sparkling..... =D can't wait...
Wat movie should we catch?? Avatar? Should we?

2009-11-01T07:26:00.001+08:00

Yeay....
Visiting the zoo today!

Bye!!

2009-10-17T14:19:00.000+08:00

I really miss this darn cute little boy!!

Miss you sweety...
Will always remember you fake smile!
hahaha.
OK going out on a date! Tata!

2009-10-16T23:23:00.000+08:00

I really miss him.... every single second of it... It's hard to let him go.
He's my smile, soul and happiness... He bring laughter and joy to me.
It's a hard thought when his not around.

My heart aches when his footsteps can't be heard, when he's not around my stamina runs out....
It aches more when he about to leave every single meeting.

How i wish you be my hand... where everytime it's intact on my body..
how i wish to be your heart where you always needed to live.

I need you to breath
I need you to live
I need you Be with me
And hold my hand together with you and bring me around the world.

I want you to show what world is,
I want you to show what living is about,
I want you to show me what love is,
and show my how to be in it.
I want you beside me,
I want you to be only mine,
I want you to stay with me
and never go around others.
I want you to hug me,
I want you to kiss me everytime,
I want you to put me to sleep,
And whisper at my ear before you sleep.

IT NOT " I WaNt" now... IT WHAT I really need...
I need you...

I have no idea why i felt so down right now.

Thinking about dearest love make me feel this way...
It really my make me want him to be beside me badly right now at this moment.
I hoping love to call me soon...
So soon that right after i end this, He would call.

My love.
Do you see my smile?

I'm smiling cause I'm thinking about you bringing the smile to me.
I love you as always...

Hoping you love me too...
Every breath of yours is mine.
Good night boyfriend!
Sweetest dreams to you.

2009-10-15T23:55:00.000+08:00

HELooo....
I miss you Boyfriend!
HAving alot of thing in my mind thinking all the stuff that i shouldn't think about...
It drive me in depression & stress state...
I miss all the times we use to had.

Dearest boyfie is working today.. so he skip school today and didn't get to meet him..
Plus i'm dead craving to die die meet him!

I'm having this Not Interested mood right now...
Urgh...
Baby Ryan keep crying every night!
I stress My ears!
Pls pls ryan HUsh hush!

I given that little boy Rain Air Sarsi...

OK Going to log off now..
Talking to boyfie..

Need to Concerntrate on his talk or else he's mood will be no no good!

TATA!
LOVE YOU BOYFIE!

2009-10-14T23:07:00.001+08:00

I miss you Faisham!
Love!
School are so bored.... Classes becoming like hell to me...
Feel like dying... i was wishing it could be holidays again.. so we could go out as much as we could.

You are like a star to me watching me around.
Your care touch my heart.
YOu never miss asking alot of questions concerning about day.
You make the biggest smile on e ever.
Even though in tough times... you always there to be with me.

I've seen in me that i've change to be the best for him.
To be the only girl he wants.
And the only girl he needs.
I love him so much that i wish i could held his hand even second.
His kiss on my forehead make me love him more as it too make me being loved by him!

But.....
Sometime.... My anger on him... Make me burst into violence on him and i hate it so uch if i hurt him...
How I wish i could stop doing that.
My love... I'm sorry for everything... for hurting you and even lying to you.
For what i've done and what i haven't done yet... I'm sorry.
My harshness to you was an accident from my anger.
Seeing you unhappy make me unhappy...
Seeing you smile...
make me smile...

I miss you so much.
I was wondering if right at this moment, you are thinking about me?
I miss you so much that i wish i could hug u at this moment....

This silly borfriend of my is very charming yet lovely and sweet!
ILY Faisham! ALways!

Stoping here for tonight.. will update again soon perhap tomoro.. wanting to hear my boyfie voice now..
Tata!

2009-09-22T22:22:00.002+08:00

HELo! Helo...
Long time no update... NOw updating...
Haha.. Raya this year.. like same as last year... only that With NewComer in the House!
Ryan AshaZy..
2nd day People Dash In the HOuse! tireD leh.. one after another... =D haha

This raya.. Alway Fight With Fais..
Wonder why my mood get flung up with him..

Every particular thing.. I must scold him..

Pity him..

HAHA

Poor BF!

Sweet Dearest Love...
I"M SO SORRY...
PROMISE I do it Again K!

HAHA

You'll alway i love...

WHy? cause Your patience play apart!

HAHA

I in need of you!

Today 3rd day raya.. NOt much of fun... get my nail and toe pampered..

with nail polish...

suppose to meet fais..
to bad that i had this sudden mood swing better not.. IF not i start scolding bashing him Up & down..
HAha Wonder why he still want to linger beside me?
Am i not that violent already?
HAha

SORRY dear!
you the best punching bag i ever HAD.. so make full use of it!!

Geee.. I sound so bad..

=D hehe

think i stope here for now.. hand are lazy to type to many...

2009-09-14T17:54:00.000+08:00

Hello2.... hehe... Nice whether today !!
Missing Boyfie and plus joyful to the newborn nephew Ryan.... =D

11/9/09 why is it so late my dear ryan? why not 09 09 09 ?? haha

Today lesson was slack.. yet need to learn and make notes alot.. plus i need new stationaries...

$$$ gone and i'm broke..
raya coming soon...

Fais!!! I miss you whole lots! and wishes you could again follow me to geylang to buy a neck chain... =D

hopefull Fais's mum is alright.... and cured...
and thurs need to get my another baju raya @ makti house....

hehe... done with the white!! yippee! love it!
Lina say it's nice...

2009-09-12T13:45:00.000+08:00

PISST OF!!
F***K !
SO HATING YOU AT THIS VERY MOMENT DUE TO YOU STINKY MOUTH!

2009-09-01T11:54:00.000+08:00

I'm seriously bored to death! I just feel like Quitting and rest @ home or atleast go out and have a fresh air alone...
Damn!!
I feeling so badly Unhappy @ this moment wanting to go out or atleast call my friends to go out with them...
I'm been drag to hell forever!
But i haven feel the pain yet..
Hmmm...
What shall i do to kill my bored now...
Tick tock tick tock....
Gessshhh...

It getting not fun anymore! I hated boredom!
Darn you!
ZzzzZzzz

2009-08-30T11:15:00.000+08:00

I want nobody nobody but you!!

2009-08-30T07:54:00.000+08:00

Yessa! haha finally edit the posting option for my blog... well still dislike the new posting option.. But it ok since i can put up pics that i want.

Now i can update my blog as per normal!

Fasting Month Starts a week ago just after my birthday.
I've been spending most of the week with my new family instead of my own family.
Haha... It's due to my CP posting.
It's far and fated to be near my new family home.
And I have Fun there too!

Yesterday and the day before, went to geylang to find a couple outfit for raya.
But couldn't decide any.
And if i don't find soon enough, Fais would get mad cause he madly want it..
Fine... we'll get the clothes soon ok dear...
Perhaps i start buying this coming Tues..?!
LimeGreen or Cream ok!

I can't wait till this posting end and go back to school!
I miss school and I miss holidays too!
But i like the time that i can spend my time with Fais!
Haha.. So Love him!

My craving for butter sotong is finally over as i just had the break fasting dinner @ Mak's place last 2 days.
And we eat chilli crabs too! Only the 2 of us..
Haha... Everything finish except for my leftover rice and we packed leftover buttersotong home!
Hehe...
Nice!
Next time we going to buy butter sotong there and bring home! hehe.
Fais dear! I miss You already!

I can't wait till raya..

And I hate having to fast in school and will be having BLS Like Resuscitation training in school.
Urgghh...
When will December come?
I want to save $$ for some occasion...
=D

Can't wait!

Come to think of it...
I'm smiling about something funny that happen many times..
HAha...
And I miss teasing him already..
Now running a fever...
and my body is totally weak plus, I typing this blog post very very extra slow...
Just to waste time and wait for him to wake up.
Love you dear!

2009-08-30T07:21:00.000+08:00

Sadly th blogger site is changed! And i greatl dislike it! Hate it plus... How am i suppose to upload the pics from here?
Ergg... I hate it!

2009-08-16T23:09:00.002+08:00

It was a lovely supprise for ME & Siti!
Thanks guys and dear for the unknown b'dae suprise.. HAHA

REally sweet!

Faisham was a full of heart everytime i get crazy and moody...
He's always patients to me..
I really love this lots to pieces!
head over heels over him!

HAHA....
He's one in a million!!!

Thanks Fais for everything...
Your love,
Your care,
Your sweetness,
You listening ears,
Your concern,
Your time,
Your business,
Your faithfullness...
Your Loyalty,
Your sincerity and more..

I'm sorry for my wrong doings...
And sorry if i hurt you alots...

I have always been wanting you,
Needing you.. and more...
As far as i know... NO matter what happens..
I always... always love you!
heart you faisham!

2009-08-09T23:51:00.002+08:00

I miss him... Yes I miss him.

I do love him... every single second of it.
But my heart feel weaks whenever he's there..
I feel happy he's there beside me but i don't really feel glad when i'm thinking that something might happen btwn us..

It hurtfull... really hurtfull....
Why do i feel sad each time i faces him?
Why can't we just be happy?
I really2 love him..
And i really2 need him...
Please let be feel glad when he's around ~
That the only way i get to relieve my misses.....

2009-08-07T00:06:00.001+08:00

I miss the time that we had fun!
Haha...
Ok we working our way out to stop the arguement and find happiness...

2009-08-05T19:56:00.002+08:00

Gosh this pic makes me laugh everytime i see them!
HAHAHAHAHAH

What a KUKU BF! love him!

Somehow i feel no matter shaky our relationship gets..
Haha he's still the best to be hang oround over my neck...
[no wonder it aches =p]
The week have been a tiring week Attach @ IMH.
I like it but somehow... hate when i get tired and sleepy.
Not that lovely when everytime he pic me up from work.

I am seriously sorry for my attitude.
Since then i realise i've been hurting myself and him.
No happiness no nothing.

OK DROP the topics....
Haha.
Today finally i feel @ peace and calm.
No stress or depress over something.
I get sleep after work and atleast it's nice!

Sweet of bf to wake me up before sunset.
And not sweet of him to tell my cuz that i need people to wake me up so i can be awake!

Dots!!

He nowaday become my fav food chute! All stuff that i can't eat anymore, Will go to him!
I wonder how fat will he be in months time..
Haha but atleast i feed him le... x_x

Haha
see fat mean happy and he is la... cause my bf fat!

Sorry no offence!

HAHA

I love the moment that i took his pic! Every each of it!

It's nice to remember a snap shot of your view to him!
see... nice right! i love the above pic most!

and this too!!! cause it fun!

I'm clearing of my mind over stressness of arguement that i created over the few weeks...
I'm sorry fais.
I know it hurting you plus you kept enduring my foolishness and attitude!
Still being the only patient BF ever! and that make me love you so much!
can't wait to meet you again!
Love you!

2009-07-23T20:10:00.002+08:00

Eventually i always get bored in ward43 after getting tired.
I miss Faisham seriously!

I've left only some skills left.
Still got many weeks to finish them off...
I'll slowly do it. Stress no more.
I'm having a major headached now.
Not sure getting a fever or what.

i miss BF!
I wonder why i miss him that much lately.
Knowing that i will eventually get to meet him every weekends but not missing him can't stop.
Tomorrow i get to meet him and then i have to bring passport cause his mum going to Johor on sat and will be bringing us along.

Boyfie! IMY so much!
Seriously i wish that you are here to have fun with me and tease me!

Lols why i'm the one who always get the tease?
I want to disturb and irritate you!
By phone it gave me no mood to talk cause i'm in no mood to talk.

Boyfie.. I wonder if you mish me to?
I wonder if you really care what i'm doing and whether i'm fine or not...
Sometime i wonder what are you think about me?
see what i do over there when i misses you...?
I love you!! always.......
MUACKS!!!

2009-07-22T20:30:00.004+08:00

We are totally behaving like a KID!

So Childish!

but yeah whatever......

A very fun day to me! Meeting Fais...

We talk, tease and even pinch!

I love seeing him!

It's such a realieve of missing him for the week.

Attachment was tirind indeed.
I didn't even have time to text my dear that much.
I keep myself looking for skills to end by the 5th week.
Hopefully it all end early.
Finally i change to home outfit and meet dear at J.E.
When to Imm buy snack. Eat and chill and chat for a moment.
When Daiso and have fun.
Then head back to Jurong West to chill near my house.
And chat...
Friday will be meeting him again! Yay!
Now finally home to update the moment i'm happy to meet him!
I was so Lovely!
I love dear so much!

Thanks for coming all the way from east to west!
I love you so much!

Can't really wait till i'm 26 working and with a wealth to build a family.
I'll be really2 happy!

Now not that much that i want to enjoy.

Thanks again Faisham for the day!
You make my day incrediblily Happy and fun! Plus Lovely!
The word i can say right now is I love you so much!

I pray that we will be together for eternity!
MuackS!!!!!!!!

2009-07-21T10:28:00.002+08:00

It's hard for me to simply understand what going on around us?
I simply don't want to know anything that is wrong or right at this moment.
This keep getting worsen each and everyday.
The miss won't keep it alive.
But instead it's dead.

I badly miss him so much that i don't even realise that i'm the one who is in the wrong.
I badly need him that I'm actually the one causing it wreck.
Why does this thing do so much of hurt?

How am i willing to run along with you?
How am willing to hold your hand strong?
Why do we need to rush over thing that is new?
Did you ever knew i try to decide to walk my life into you....
did you ever feel what i feel when i looked into your eyes?
Have you ever take notice that i trying so hard to make thing better but it just keep getting worst?

How much of this pain do we really need till we'll be strong.
Till we can run along together.
I just wishing we could stay on together till eternity.
Till death took us apart.

I just love you too much that i wish my phone could ring with you giving suprises.
I miss you too much that i wish i could see you waiting at my void deck to just came and hug me.
I just want you to much that i wish you won't have to denide anything about my wants and needs.
But all this is impossible cause you live further away, far end of my side.
I will try for you to be strong to complete my journey to end what i should end first.
I will try for you to be strong to be positive on what i should get to earn in future.
All i ever need is you to by my side.
To keep holding my hands strong.
To whisper in my ears that you always there beside me looking over me.
I'm sorry for what i've done.
I'm sorry for you to feel the pain.
I'm sorry to hurt you.
and sorry to trouble you to be with me.
I'm not sure it would end one day....
but i wish it doens't.......

I'm going to start texting you now since I make up my mind not to be shaky with you.
I'm sorry ...
My dear, promise me that we will be together.

2009-07-19T14:18:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED FRIEND,

AMIRA! Legal 18???

WISHES YOU HAVE THE BEST BIRTHDAY EVER!

2009-07-19T13:58:00.002+08:00

I had fun and lovely day with his family yesterday.
Although I miss my family much but i did have fun being around wherever he is!

I have been abit down this few days unsure why....
I feel like soomething bad gonna happen but actually it just my mind playing around.
Tomoro attachment will be @ Nuh...
Can't wait!
My b'day fall right before the day that i need to fast!
Fuhh....i can celebrATE then..

I wish this fasting month would be a great one for me!
And also a Lovely Raya to come!
I will be having little nephew!
Can't wait!
September to come near! yay!
guess i'll be busy playing around with him! Plus2 I bought clothes for him.. and shoe and maybe I'll buy him toys...
Lots and lots !
Can't wait to see that cute boy! i hope he's not cuter then mine to come in future!..HAHA

I'm goin out in 30 mins time... Meeting my "bucuk"
Got to go!
Bye!

2009-07-12T11:40:00.002+08:00

Sadness demise of my Granddad.
His leaving was peaceful.
I glad he didn't have to suffer any longer.

My day began with lots of misses today.
I misses my love,
my friends,
my sister
And school.
I hate so much to be in attachment at SACH....
There's nothing much i can do.
The skills are limited and even hard to come by.
2nd week are starting tomoro.
The last week i'm going to be there.
And friday, Gladly is a morning shift as i swap mine.
Hehe.. =)

Monday and Tuesday shift is 1-9 where the timing always run slow...
And The rest of the day, It's MORNING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha
Hope i have things to do on that day!
Can't wait till friday!

So far i have been spending my time mostly on love.
I'm truly happy to have him be beside me.
And have him watch me sleep.
My sleep is so peaceful since then.
Thanks love!
I agree that he is trying his best to do everything for me.
And he also tried his best to make me smile.
His anger to me was only a short while.
I can see that our love is serious!
But i can be to certain that it will last till years to come.
But i am sure I want to be loyal to him as i know that being loyal to him,
I will have loyalty back in return.
If not with him, then maybe with someone in future.
But i wish it was him.

Can wait to meet him later..

I'm seriously in need of $$$ to pay bills!
Dad is cutting of my allowances! =( sad sad!

HEY i think i need to stop here..
Going out to meet him! Tata!

2009-07-03T22:10:00.002+08:00

I miss him this moment.
Attachment coming soon...
Will have no time to even see him...

As each second passes...
My love grew even stronger.

He may not be the perfect guy....
The guy that every women dream for..
Giving suprises at your door step, pick you up from places you go or at home.
Giving flower to suprise you.
having romantic dinner.
any many others that each girl would want.

But he is the guy that always held my hand when times are bad.
Who always laugh @ my nonsense even if it is not a joke.
Smile when i make funny faces.
Carry me when my leg are lazy to walk.
Kisses & hug me good night.
accompany me at night till i sleep ( even on phones )
Feed me when i'm hungry.
Give me medicine when i feel sick.
Be around me when i sleep.
Cover my ear so that i could not listen to bad compliments that people going to say.

My love,
I don't know how to thank you.
For showing what is right and what is wrong.
For seeing what is love and what it needs...
And how to stay strong when things go shaky.
I have a great moment when i'm with you.

Sometimes..
i get alittle irritated when you tease me.
But 99.8% i love it.
You maybe firce most of the time.
but always look sweet in my eyes.
Can wait till time passes fast.
We even share what we've done wrong.
Right this moment...
I wish he was here..

I think i'll stop a short post here...
I'm feeling unwell today.. write again nex time.. =)
smile always love!

I'll always love you!
Muacks!

2009-06-25T16:40:00.000+08:00

I'm over it!
I've start anew..
Better and much love.

We manage to hold on bad circumstances due to some issue.
And i'm sorry for hurting you.
But as far as you want to know..
I've fallen for you.
quietly....
day by day, you leave a memorable times for me.
You kept me smiling.
Thus i always smile when you smile too...

I want to tell you that " love is what really matter for now"
And I really need you at my side.
Even though you think that i don't need you,
You should know that's not true.

Wan Faisham bin Wan Saiful Bahri.
Is time We face the challenges that we will be facing.
And promise that what ever comes we never let it goes ruining our Love.

Times getting on faster each day... so... I'm quite happy that it will continue to be circling fast.
Now spending my time with him a totally madness..
Smile like i never smile before..
those crapness..
shoppings
$ gone!
Haha
Ouh Yah..
THANKS FOR THE LEVI'S WATCH DEAR!
I LOVED IT!
can't sleep!
now waiting for him to be awake and ready to work..
I really miss him right this moment..
seriously.. it's like i wish he was here beside me.

My dear, I'm sorry for what past i've done.
I try to make thing better but you always seen worst.
Please don't feel sad on this.
If you are i feel sad too..
I've try so hard to show you my care.
I hope you smile for me even when in bad times...

Thanks for the endureness you gaven me.......
Your sincerity is see in heart!
You make me forgot what is pain!

THANK you!! A million times/......

Ps: I Heart you!

2009-06-10T12:42:00.002+08:00

I miss the fun we had... Well you like my bestest friend to me that always there to care!

Farah... Sis i ill miss you right now! Wish to see you but u are busy.
Congrats to your new career..
You'll always have my support....

The boredom @ home has been replace by faisham... haha
Till it's been so long i update... like once a month.. haha...
I'll try updating more frequently...

You take me to fun places i never been to and even make craziest things.. Haha

You Are one such person i will never forget!

Having June holidays right now.. and enjoying every moment if i have too..
I miss my Hamster sister as she's been away for weeks due to certain issues...
Will be sleeping over @ abg rajis house next week and play Wii as well as help her out in Cooking? maybe.. haha
Can't wait to be An aunty.. though it sound like i'm old but nope...
Having nephew will be fun to me..
sure it will kill my time...

And still i miss Fais...
He's have been killing my time with laughter and joyness.....
Haha...
And to FARAH..
" mak cik mane la kau asyik busy je... rindu tau!"
I can't wait to see u when u having off....do remember me kays..
Kite klua same2 hehe...

i think i update again later..???
Lazy uh... and hungry!! haha... sorry

2009-05-19T14:25:00.003+08:00

Drools...
It's been most weekends night i won't be at home.
And i keep on going outing.
++ sunday get to meet dearest FARAH... i'll update with pics later.

It's been long time since i update.
Seriously school comp is damn slow!!
Damn2 slow...

Fighting isn't going to end.
I hate myself being in this state.

Totally madness.....
I want to in peace.. With farah??
Is much more Damn Fun!

I Love you + I miss you Dear friends.
Especially at this point of time when i need you.

2009-04-21T05:12:00.002+08:00

At time's when I was needed, she was there.
Despite any mistake We've done to each other, Nothing Can Seperate our friendship!
It was happy Having Her Around!

I have Fever From Missing YOu Guys!
I miss Farah, I miss Fais.

Love,
At time's When we are Near, Our Heart Draw Further away Missing You.
Knowing That You Are so close, but still it's far away as obstacles around us have make its maze.
But It was Set Up That Games Have ruLes....
If we want to win that Game, Without Being EliMinated,
We Need to Follow the Rules.
It's going to be easy... Tell Ourself that we can do this together!
We Love each other, No matter what! This maze will end!

I miss you dear! I badly missing you!
Althought i know you're far from me in distance, but i know you always listen to what's inside me.Thats draw us more closer to each other!
IT makes me more in need of you, as you're my everything!
Love you always.

And Farah dear I wisH you have the best in life!
We will always be together!
Wait! this sound so lessie!!!
Haha.. ok ok i mean as a close friend!
She Take care of me when in times i was in need....
So why can't I Love her as a friend!
that's what true friends are!

Ok got to go!
My fever making my hand and body weak!
Missing YOU!!!

2009-04-07T02:26:00.003+08:00

I miss him already....
I choose to open up my heart once again.
Give in to love again.
It come naturally....
Although the moment was soon, but our feelings was much more then that.
So we choose to be together.
Was that fate? or was that just our feelings and thought?
Nothing can stop how i feel towards him now.
Even if people don't like it, I won't bother to listen.
He never failed to make me smile.
Never failed to cheer me up.
Never failed to be there when i needed him.
Who say the heart that breaks can never be replace?
I feel happy at last.
Happy that he's there.
Happy that he helps me to move on.
Whatever happens.
He would surely give in.

Hearing his voices, Melts my heart,
Knowing he's fine for a day, make me feel happier.
He touch my heart without me knowing he's appearances was really great.
I never know i could fall for him just on a phone.

Dear Love,

You take me in to know me, just by looking at my reflection.
You glance at my smile and you even try to get me.
You look around for me when i was gone.
You stand to find me when i was passing by...
You were shy, but you try.
When you want it, you were wishing and praying.
When you get it, you even text me.
And the next day,
you called and talk.
That was the day I fall for you.
That was the day I can't help to keep my feeling away.
Thanks for everything!

I love you. Always....

2009-04-04T06:51:00.002+08:00

Damn it! Seriously damn it!
The dream about cockroach came true...
And sianX... i can't sleep back..
I've been waking up early this few days,
It's like this things, make me tired, and my body weak.
One after another!
Urgh....
i'm sleepy but braind are too alert for me to even have a nice nap.
I keep on having dreams and that really upset me late night.

Can't I have a nice long sleep?
This is like having a insomnia!
How can i get rid of it?!
I hate it !
I hate it! I really really hate not having a good sleep!
I want to run away to my cousin house and Sleep!!
I so do not care!

See the time!
It's 2 hours ago that i woke up!
Thank to that cockroach!
ERGGHH!!!! Euww....

Fais!!
Help!

2009-04-02T08:47:00.003+08:00

Went out with Faisham Yesterday, Didn't manage to take a pic cause i was so busy having fun!
We watch Street Fighter movie @ orchard cineleisure.
It was great. Then walk around to Far East and chat @ Taka's fountain.
Share something suprising thought.
Overall! I really have fun!
LoVe You FaiS ❤ ! Thanks for the day!
Ok today morning i had the worst ever dream in my entire life!
Urgh!! thank for the april's fool yesterday that i gave to Fais... and it come in my dream!
Hell Yeah i shout in my dream till my sis woke up!
It was a cockroach la! In MY DREAM!!
or i should say nightmare!

Damn those Pest!

Can't wait till my Laptop come this evening! So excited!
PLease, please let me meet Fais tomorrow,
I miss him already!
I had so much to share and thanks to Farah ❤
OK till here!!

P.S: In love !

2009-03-27T09:33:00.004+08:00

The Lost of my cousin during Mid Febuary, Hurt me so much to see My friend who are bond close to him being separated this soon.

I can't stand to see her crying.
Shidah is the only friends that i want so much to be my cousin.
but fate separated them.
How Hurtfull is that?
I just saw them During my sis wedding, and i even promise her not to cross over her line of getting married 1st.
I'm so worried about her.
Shidah, you are strong aren't you?
I still remember our primary school times where you use to look up to me when this girl and a boy bully you.
and even look up to me when you have problems....

We were close since we were still inside our mothers womb.
I can't bear to see her crying nor i can't bear to see her get hurt!

Urg.... my heart is killing me.... how can i revive him?
Why did you have to go?
And why do you have to leave us this soon?
do rest well my cousin,
Keep watching her for me above.
And please don't let her get hurt.
I wish i could be aroud her everyday but i can't.
Fate separated me and Ex, Fate separated her and cousin...
And both is our first love ever.
How can this fate be so cruel?
damn hurting us!
What wrong that we have done for this fate have to happen?
Haiz... But we still are stronger!
we still have the nex life to be together!

I having a fever with a flu from thurs... Thanks to all the drowsiness that i got... I just C.R.I.B
PLs.. pls... let me get well soon so i can go out!
Thanks

2009-03-24T19:37:00.003+08:00

Saturday: went out with Farah to suntec, head down and eat @ marina square then shopping @ BUGIS

It's no Use waiting for phone call if you tried to reach for a person who doesn't care about you.
Don't even think about waiting till you fall asleep infront of the phone.
Don't put on high hopes my dear. I just hurting you.

I totally love this day outing.
I get to meet Sweet Love ( FARAH ) & her mum!
So missing them!

We go on chating about our pass life,
Haha.. they keep not accepting what Ex do to me...
But it's ok Ex I'm not in any form of grudges nor hate for you.
Infact, I'm happy that you're happy.
Wish we don't have to run away when we passby each other next time.
We still friends right?
Infact I do miss you alot.
Though There nothing i could do to forget those happy times...
It really makes my teens life happy.
You gave and put in much Love on my life.
I'm so thankfull to that.
Here i pray for you may the one above look after you and be fair to give happiness back to you like what you have given me.
I'm so down with many sorry's to say to you.
Stay happy always.

Being what i am right now make's me happy.

Thanks to Wan Faisham who glad to be friends!

Friends?! I always love them!
Thinking about it... I miss Amira, Faidila and Faizah already.
Do enjoy your holidays Guys!!

2009-03-19T20:11:00.004+08:00

I can't wait to receive my freaking Dell inspiron14* customed made notebook to be delivered
Pink? yup Everything pink!
Why? I dunno
My dad Choose the colour for me.
Haha.

OK..... we up to holidays!!
Haha.. Love it babeh!

Planning to Meet Farah tomorrow! Yeah Love! Love!
Farah here I come!
We'll be going Job Career at Suntec.
This time by train haha. So no Obstacle like Traffic Jam.
Haha..
can't Say thought Public Might Have it's own obstacle.

I Damn Craving for this Katsu Don! Chicken!!! Out of all the day. It's close today! UrgH!
Nevermind Back to schooL I shall Eat it!
OK..
Feel Sorry For Gey Utd and happy for Tamp Rov...
It NiL - 2
Good Score!
OK I have to go continue 2moro! Nytes!

2009-03-16T11:05:00.004+08:00

I got this new phone yesterday!!
wohoo so happy!
And Yup Yesterday Went to Go out to IT show with my daddy and let see what happen!

It rains and storm in Jurong area yesterday and my dad have to delayed his plan for buying my laptop.
We sat in cars for hours due the traffic and fallen trees.
Many cars were affected by it.
Accidents happen and it is inevitable.
But thanks to god me and my dad went out after the storm had reduce.

Upon reaching Suntec, my dad park at Madarin hotel.
And we had to walk a distance from there to Suntec.
Then Proceed with searching a lappy for me.
We ask quetions and compare the qualities of the laptop.
Finally i got one that i wanted and it's a bargain for my dad to upgrade some systems for free.
Wohoo!!
But they deliver the lappy during the holidays...
Can't wait for that!
ok ok I got to start practicing for my phase test! Tata!

2009-03-15T12:10:00.000+08:00

Today Monkey Going Out!
Too The ZOO!! haha JK jk!

Happy beLated Birthday to Ruz & Faizah.

Yesterday Night went out jogging with monkey.
Hell My oesophagus was burning.
It's been a long time I run! And this time I can't believe I slow down.
Then Went Home Shower And Sleep... * YAwn*

This Morning.... I was Looking at some brochers.
Getting a Lappy Today I perhaps.
Not too expensive ones. Just for Convinient USes.
Then Follow monkey To buy his New Shoes For Nursing Attachment.

Now Waiting for my dad to get back and bring me to see the Lappy!
To be continue.... =)
Have a nice day!

2009-03-11T19:04:00.000+08:00

It Hurt's does it?
I Miss That monkey so much.
The blue black on my hand reminds me of him.
As well as my dad?

My brother's not at home, it make me miss him badly.
And i can't accept the fact that I love to be around that monkey who love to bite and smack my forehead.
ArggH!! i can concerntrate!
Why i feel so uncomfortable and like indigestion in my stomach?

2009-03-08T16:30:00.000+08:00

I do nothing but Sleep in the afternoon and study @ mac from 6.30 to 9pm.
Then Slack around with Crazy Monkey and enduring the bite's and smack that i got!
Damn It Sting!

Though it kills my boring time being alone.

Anyway...

HAPPY 27th Birthday to Kak Julie.
I'm happy that I going to have a niece/nephew in months to come!
Do let me take care of the child!
Love, Love!

Missing my brother already.
I'm totally not looking forward to School.
Hoping not to get this CA that's some rumours spreading around of my class getting her as a CA.
Ouh dear....
I shall tug in bed now...

P.S : Thanks to " Monkey" for your teeths mark and redness on my forehead.

2009-03-06T19:54:00.000+08:00

Damn! I just wrote a long post! and everything turns black out around my block!
Ergg... now lazy to type again!
thanks uh!
Imy AMIRA! see you tues girlfriend!

2009-03-01T14:05:00.000+08:00

Shit! my blog have its problem now! damn it... Brb

2009-02-15T08:23:00.000+08:00

So sway that today, I wanted to get my Hep B 3rd dose done.
But along the way to Bukit batok poly, I was careless to drop my prove jab card inside a bus.
Thank to that mean guy MIN!
I didn't even realise i drop it.
Anyway... i already get it done.
Thank for your company.
Next time i should bring a earpluck and a soft body shield so that my ear can't listen to he's crap and i wouldn't get injured. =)

I'm so bored at home!!
I'm hungry but there's no food.
All i do is flip the tabbner page and read it.
Prepared for 2.1
I know it's weird.
But i basically just want to Freaking pass and not only pass get a good gpa score!

Guess what happen today.
It makes me laugh the whole afternoon.
I was smsing my friend and sudden a call through my phone.

Mystery Girl: AYANG! I dah nak klua tau. ( My dear, i'm going out already.)
Me: Huh?!
Girl: Ayang asal?! You kat mane? ( My dear what's wrong? Where are you now )
Me: Sorry I think you called the wrong Number.
Girl: Eh? Sape nie? ( Is it? who are you? )
Me: Err... I don't understand what you trying to say? Sorry, please don't call back this number thanks.
Girl: Kau sape sae? Mane Haris? Panggil dia! Cakap dngan dia kalau nak bustard pun jngan Hari Ni Arh... Jngan step orang tak tau. ( Who are you? where is Haris? Call Him! Say to him if he want to leave me please not today, don't act like I don't know.)
Me: Huh?! No no... You called the wrong number There no such person here name Haris.
Girl: Ouh. Sorry2... HAppy Valentine ehk Miss. Sorry paiseh ar...
Me: It's ok happy Valentine's Day to you too.
Hang up---
Me: Pantat! You think Sorry can cure ar? Buy me chocolates for entertaining your crap arh.

Suddenly---

Girl: Oi! Sorry arh salah nombor pe! Tak Happy bleh letak pe. Bodoh! Kau ingat ape aku matair kau!
Me: Ehk? Ingatkan da letak?! Bye!
Girl: Bye ar...

Hahaaahaah.... Opps... I thought the person hang up already.
HAha anyway happy valentine's day you guys!!

2009-02-13T21:00:00.000+08:00

Where do i start the need to hate people?
I can't hate him.
Why?
I just want him to be my friend.

My advised is :
Freaking act as if he's a stranger.

Lack of love JUMIE?
Now way!
My mummy love me, my daddy love me, my sisters too.... even my brothers...
I can't wait till November ends.
Arg... I want holidays... more and more holidays!
Main point is....
I want to sit @ home and read books, sketch things.. etc.

I miss having boyfriend around.. where i got all the attention haha..
But whatever... like mummy say... " i love you more then whoever love you."
It make me LOVE HER LIKE CRAZY!!
but sometime i just get irritated with her nag...
Waoh you never know when she'll stop.
HAHA...
Ok
time for me to EAT!!
so hungry!

2009-02-11T12:57:00.000+08:00

If true love exist, prove me one?

A Lady killer,

A man walk pass a women, He smiled and the women die.
how does it happen when he keeps his body intact?

Haiz i'm so bored at home.
Have to pay back my sickening days on 3weeks of saturdays.

So sickening!
Ergg...

Currently my mood now is up to some point of boredom and devastated.
I'm curious as well as confused.

Why I feel like now I began to Be irritated with brothers?
Abg Fahmi & Abg Rajis.
Keep Teasing Me till my head Can fry an egg!
Errg!!!
If only i were a daddy girl!!
I ask my dad to strangle YOU!!!

2009-02-10T02:10:00.000+08:00

What i've done wrong?
GahDz It HurtS!

what did i do?
It took me freaking hard to pretend that it does not hurt.
what is the matter now?
Can anyone here please Give me a break?
I'm sick!
Tired! And freaking want to die!
But I can't!
GaHd damn unfinish business!
When will it ends?
For god sake.

Can i ask you? Why you hate me so much?

I answer that for you " cause I'm freaking asshole" right?

and... Why am i bothering you so much?
cause that's me!
BEAT It if you hate me!
Do whatever you want to do.
Cause I don't care.
No matter how much it hurts.
I can't freaking HATE you back!
GET IT!
so stop making me hate you.
It's not going to work!
this Make me not wanting to go to WORK!!!
how can i face this hurt?
I need a rest.

Is this for real or what?
Am i such a fool?
Why the whispering doesn't stop?
Should i or should i not?
I'm willing to risk it.....

2009-02-08T16:30:00.000+08:00

This pict was taken long ago... during the force that i get, just you wanting me to overnight at your house.
Credit To Net who take the pictures...
Love you guys.....

HAPPY 19th BirthdaY to you!!
Marlina

Sorry that i didn't get to follow you family and Net to eat @ Sakura on your eve birthday today!

Thank to my Big Red Left Swollen Eye.

I didn't get to go and have fun!

Present... I gave to you will be so belated since I running out of cash.

May you have the happiest DAY on your birthday.

With Love : JuMiaTi. aka ( yanty )

2009-02-07T23:10:00.001+08:00

Firstly I freaking have fun not having you around at home my little brother!
But yeah i do misses you.

I got all the Snuggling and Love from the dearest at home while you away.
Taken your place to stick to mummy.
Since I'm sinlge... I had fun and happiness at home.... with lazy legs...
I freaking collecting lipids la...
Need to burn them in time!
Diet,diet,diet.
run,run,run.
fast,fast,fast.
save,save,save.
that is what i have to do.

My attachment group friends has been calling me names like Doraemon, Garfield, Hamtaro, Pikachu, JigglyPUFF!! ( credit to Wan and Indra)
ergg...
yah yah...
I agree!! I'll get those lipids out in time i'll tell you.

I miss My friends and cuzzy too...
Amira, Lina etc..
Miss you!

And truly i feel heartbroken thinking about my long close friend, Rashida.
It really painfull to see her heartbroken to loss her love one in an accident.
My young Cousin, Syad may you rest in peace and happy up there.
Do keep watching her.
Protect her for me above.
Give her more happiness than what she have.
I want her happy.
She's the only friend i remember since we inside our mum's tummy till now.
I really want to be there for her no matter what.

It always be there for you whenever you need me Shida.Always...

I feel in love with 'him'!!!
Argh!! He's coolness melts my heart!!
He's fair!
I want a Lover like him!
can? can?
I'm drooling over him!
Haha...

Heartbroken but smiling!

2009-02-07T10:09:00.000+08:00

Spend my free time remaking of this blog!

When out meet Jafri, Zima yesterday afterwork. (etc..)
Had Fun Knowing them.
Thanks for the Day!

Today I woke up with a swollen eyes..
Very painful.
It makes me lazy to go take my Hep B inj @ BBK poly.
I miss secondary school!
Erm up till here this morning.

To be continue...